But i'll trust in the name of the Lord(:

it isn’t meant to be easy.

xueyongg — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 13:45:50 +0000

How could i ever forget that obedience isnt gonna be easy. Even if we have grown, it will still be relatively difficult to obey. Besides, to grow is to change. Gotta be prepared for change.

Actually…

xueyongg — Sun, 27 Mar 2011 16:12:15 +0000

what are your strengths and weaknesses?

Assurance in ones self gives room for growth. (:

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xueyongg — Sat, 19 Mar 2011 17:12:09 +0000

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xueyongg — Fri, 18 Mar 2011 16:44:01 +0000

Moved to phuaxueyong.tumblr.com okay, i havent. lol. its my new blog, adding to this. (:

reminder: love what He love, hate what He hates. I’m actually predictable(:

xueyongg — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 13:45:47 +0000

manage to finally reach home after along day from all the trainings and time with my classmates and friends. my legs are more worked up and less tight after running. randomly, through all these while. i really wanna thank God for bringing me through this phrase of my youth. a preparation stage for me to learn or rather sharpen my communication skills with my friends and others. i guess i have been, as commented by others to be, inhuman. saying thats ‘right’ regardless of their feelings. i was wrong. i was insensitive. guess im still working at it. objectives down, relationship up. really enjoy my times with my friends. from training the shit out of us on the court, to just a simple walk around and just chat. I ENJOY IT ALL. hahaha. Guess God was all about people all along, i got to learn to love what He loves.

all glory, honor and praise to You.

xueyongg — Tue, 22 Feb 2011 15:16:53 +0000

whatever that happens tmr. good day or a bad day. no matter i score 20points or just 2points. no matter i got owned by my teacher,lol, or not. no matter i will shy tmr, lol again, or not. before whatever might happen tmr. here and now, i want to recognize God, You are sovereign. And i will give thanks to you in advance. i will always rmb deep in my heart, that you are faithful and you are the one to start my jc life, and you are the one to bring me through the thik and thin. and you are the one to finish what you had started in me. Thank You, AMEN. ;D

a blessing.

xueyongg — Sat, 05 Feb 2011 17:06:07 +0000

I came home today, at 12.37am, stinky, having to bathe at 10am this morning only, yet i came home with a joy in my heart. i cannot help but to smile recognizing the blessings that are placed in my life.

well, many things happened. but i shall start from scratch.

i manage to meet up with mattias sandy and joseph. and whatver that happens, whatever attitude i gave that moment. it just couldnt reflect the thoughts i had after sitting down to evaluate and think through what God has done. though people may not believe the words from my mouth, but i give thanks in all sincerity. i thank God that he was the one to speak to me about an issue within me, and the three of them manage to further confirm it. its an assurance, God has always faithful in His assurance.

next, manage to catchup with my new lg today after service. simple meetup, but I LOVE THE COMPANY. i want to give thanks for my lg. Matthew is one of them, very real in his relationship with people. and i really appreciate it. ;D

after which, i went for a friend’s gathering. we had reunion dinner tgt. and we are friends ever since we were sec1. little boys! had fun chitchating and about our school’s new J1s. how some are talented in their specific sports and etc. HAHA. really memorable. and im looking forward for sch, despite the hw that is to be completed.

overall, God, you are good and with a song of praise, with an out stretched arm, i just want to thank you. (:

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xueyongg — Sun, 16 Jan 2011 15:35:38 +0000

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new phase of youth.

xueyongg — Sat, 20 Nov 2010 17:29:35 +0000

HAHA. finally i guess. really really happy to be able to go into my new group. simple and totally relatable bunch of people! guess i have to adapt to that environment now. HAHA. no more too simple and weird explanations needed for people like sean poh ying xuan. HAHA. kidding.

but happy that i manage to lowly get use to the culture. the culture of friendship ” your friend is my friend”

and im really glad also for God’s grace! indeed the Lord who provides. provides support for me in this grp. provides motivation to finish the task given. and im really glad to be able to talk to sandy too. Sandy, if you see this, well, wanna take this time to thank you for that conversation. meant a lot for people like me that knows nothing about the group. HAHA.

but, i earnestly pray and pray for the dependent of God as my strength. i cannot help to fear and tremble at the thought of me taking the position God holds. its insanely retarded. even now, that urgency for the dependency on the grace of God overwhelms me.

” God, it ain’t about me. Its about You in me. Its about Your people. Its about You glorified in Your people’s life. It has always and forever be about You.”

a part of my present thoughts in the dark night.

xueyongg — Mon, 18 Oct 2010 17:49:31 +0000

siting down to re-evaluate your life maybe one of the wisest things you do in your life. its where you take ownership of your r/s with God and yourself. and i do find some habits or behaviors annoying to be eradicated. man, it hurts. but yea its awesome.