HAHA. finally i guess. really really happy to be able to go into my new group. simple and totally relatable bunch of people! guess i have to adapt to that environment now. HAHA. no more too simple and weird explanations needed for people like sean poh ying xuan. HAHA. kidding.

but happy that i manage to lowly get use to the culture. the culture of friendship ” your friend is my friend”

and im really glad also for God’s grace! indeed the Lord who provides. provides support for me in this grp. provides motivation to finish the task given. and im really glad to be able to talk to sandy too. Sandy, if you see this, well, wanna take this time to thank you for that conversation. meant a lot for people like me that knows nothing about the group. HAHA.

but, i earnestly pray and pray for the dependent of God as my strength. i cannot help to fear and tremble at the thought of me taking the position God holds. its insanely retarded. even now, that urgency for the dependency on the grace of God overwhelms me.

” God, it ain’t about me. Its about You in me. Its about Your people. Its about You glorified in Your people’s life. It has always and forever be about You.”